Despite being personable, friendly and generally good company, my partner hates and will not entertain the idea of pretty much any social gathering, and this is making me a bit sad.
I think generally speaking he regards friends as another annoyance in life - it's perfectly acceptable, of course, not to want to be on facebook, but his reason is that people would start getting touch and expecting responses and he can't be doing with any of it. Friends come into and go out of his life and are never missed or mourned when they change job or move away or whatever. Some of this, I know, is reasonably common in blokes, but it's the rest which is starting to bother me.
He usually finds my friends annoying or doesn't like them, and so I tend to socialise on my own, but I'm not sure that's the answer either, and I don't like things being so polarised.
I'd really like to have a small party at the end of term for the kids' friends - I like their parties and I like to do that for them, and I'd also like it if their parents were to hang around a bit too, but the very thought of it leaves him absolutely cold. I said yesterday that I liked being a host, and he was immediately wary about what I might be going to suggest.
I do struggle sometimes with being sociable myself, but I want to get over it and get better - I worry we're setting a bad and anti-social example for the kids, and I wish we had more of a group of family friends, rather than me doing my own thing on my own.
Finally, last night he made a comment about not thinking you need to carry on making an effort with your appearance once you're in a relationship, because who would you be doing it for? The subtext seemed to be: why did I bother, it couldn't be for any good reason, and whoever I was trying to be attractive for, it wasn't him.
That, combined with the other, suggests a depressing vision of the future in which we just get older and fatter and less attractive together because why would you need friends or to look nice when you have a partner?
Do you think there's anything I can do, and AIBU to want more?
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Malcontentinthemiddle · 04/07/2011 09:01
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