Hi, I hope people don't mind me posting here, but I have noticed that from time to time adopted people come onto these threads. I am one such person. I am active on various other parts of MN but have not posted here before and have namechanged. I hope no-one minds.
I am a married woman with children, now over 50. I found out when I was 14 that the man I thought was my father is not my biological father. I found out when I came across some paperwork by chance, and I knew immediately that it was true, as I had vague memories of various things in my early childhood which then suddenly made sense.
What had happened is that my mother had fallen pregnant when she was very young (18) and had me, and then later she had married the man I had believed to be my father, and he had adopted me.
I never told my parents that I knew, I still have not done so to the present day, they are in their 70s now. I do not intend to ever tell them. There have been some awkward moments over the years, when I was glad I did know or I would have put my foot in it in various ways. (Because I did know, I have been able to head off discussions about hereditary conditions, who takes after whom and so on).
I know my biological father's name, having traced this through the adoption records some years ago. I know where he lives and the names of his wife and children. As I get older I have thought more and more about contacting him before it is too late. But I have always worried about causing upset to someone who may not even be aware that I exist (on the adoption paperwork my mother is recorded as having said that the father had "moved abroad", which was a total lie, he still lives in the same county where he was born and always has done. But my mother, much as I love her, is a serial liar and always has been, so this doesn't surprise me).
I have drafted a letter to him, and I have almost sent it many times but just never felt able to do so. I worry about the consternation it may cause. I tell him in the letter that I am not looking for money or anything else from him, I am a successful professional person with a stable life and family, and I had a very good upbringing and good parents. I am not trying to fill in any holes in my life, just wondering about the other side of my family with curiosity more than anything else. Has anyone got any advice about the letter before I send it?
Thanks very much!
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SilverandRuby · 02/06/2016 15:59
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