I don't want to carry on.
My mum died before Christmas (not Covid) and the next day i developed covid, was really sick (and petrified) for two weeks and have struggled to return to work. Both my DP and DD had covid and its like weve lost that time.
Im trying to organise mums funeral, clear her house ( its council) and im struggling. I work 10 hour days with half an hour break so when do i get time for phone calls to sort things. Im doing my best but its just me and DP and we are struggling. Ive not sorted flowers and not even confirmed order of service with the vicar.
Im letting my mum down and i feel like im drowning. Im owed Toil but my work are being awkward which is partly not their fault due to staff shortages. I spent the whole weekend at mums, there's so much stuff and i cant even get rid of it because everything is shut. Its ripping my heart out having to get rid of her things, its mistly junk but it meant something to her.
My dad came to get me the night before last but i told him i couldn't go with him. I wanted to go with him but i was too scared
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Not sure i can do this
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TheoriginalLEM · 11/01/2021 08:08
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