Scan was totally fine, after all that

Six weeks gone, tiny heart beat, bean is 3mm long.

I think that I should probably bow out of this thread. i feel really bad posting good news when some people are having such a rough time. Time to move on the 'pg after MC' threads I think. I will miss you all! Good luck to each and every one of you.

Much love xxx

Hi everyone!
I've been very busy recently, so like cheepz said - away for a few days, get back and look what's happened!

Congrats waiting, that is such good news! I'm sending you lots of "sticky" vibes.

cheepz welcome back. Sorry you had to miss the wedding, and that AF got you. Here's wishing you more luck for cycle two.

Welcome promenade, I'm glad you found your way here, though not glad for the reason.

Everyone, thanks for popping in and sharing news!

Myself, well I'm still waiting for ovulation. Grumble. Clearly haven't ovulated, as temps are far from showing any "sustained rise" - in the last few days they have reached record lows instead (and I have a large collection of BFNs on OPKs by now). Am also experiencing hair loss, so am starting to be a bit worried. This cycle is either going to be anovulatory or at least 45 CDs long, like last cycle. So, apples, I've joined you at the top of the list and it looks like I'll be staying with you for a while!

That's lousy cheepz. I was getting my hopes up for you. It only takes once... You did make me laugh at your self inflicted injury though - sorry couldn't help it but I could see myself doing the same! Sorry about missing the wedding.

I was getting my hopes up at the weekend as I was going to the toilet a lot - only to wake up with cystitis!

littleonemum - got my fingers crossed for your scan.

Hi boodle - can't believe we're almost up to a thousand threads.

lee - I've been behaving myself! This set of PIL are lovely (DH's parents are divorced) - very different story with the other set who live in the UK

Welcome justbeenforapromenade - you really have had a tough time. Love your philosophy.

apples - hope you don't feel nagged about the doctor but it's just you've been waiting for such a long time. I've no idea about how long someone should wait before seeing their GP (I tend to wait for ages as I hate bothering them and they then ask why didn't I come before...) - maybe a phonecall to the Miscarriage Association could help? Just a thought. Will butt out now .

Cheepz

I'm sorry - yes, maybe a few more times next month. Am totally sympathetic though. i found it hard to summon up the energy/desire - it's just weird, because you know you have to, but somehow it becomes a bit of a chore... Good luck next month.

Realised Waiting still on top list so removed

MONDAY

Apples TTC#3 UCL 28 CD63
Meita TTC#1 UCL 30-34 cycle 1 CD27
Chamois TTC#1 UCL? cycle 1 CD21
TFLS TTC#1 UCL 28 cycle 2 CD21
Barrenbrook TTC#1 UCL 28 cycle 5 CD17
MrsRigby TTC#2 UCL? cycle 2 CD14
Tigerbear TTC#1 UCL28 cycle WTF CD13
Zayja TTC#1 UCL 24-27 cycle 5 CD10
Cheepz TTC#2 UCL 28 cycle 2 CD1

WTTC
LeeWT
Justbeenforapromenade

MIA
em22 TTC#? UCL 28 cycle 3 CD48
trixel TTC#3 UCL 28-35 cycle 7 CD48

GRADUATES
amyboo
totally
leewt (mc)
boodleboot (ectopic)
Stressy BFP 22nd August
becky78 BFP 4th September
LittleOneMum BFP 7th September
VivCliquot BFP 10th September
Waitingisntfun BFP 19th September

AF got me - boo hiss - cramping last night had made me think it was on the cards - Cheepz skulks back to bottom of the list ..... guess just the one bd in the right window really lacked any serious scale of ambition - need to get with the programme and give myself half a chance by persuading dh to do the business at least 3 or 4 times!! -sigh-

Apples TTC#3 UCL 28 CD63
Waiting TTC#1 UCL 26-33 cycle 1 CD28
Meita TTC#1 UCL 30-34 cycle 1 CD27
Chamois TTC#1 UCL? cycle 1 CD21
TFLS TTC#1 UCL 28 cycle 2 CD21
Barrenbrook TTC#1 UCL 28 cycle 5 CD17
MrsRigby TTC#2 UCL? cycle 2 CD14
Tigerbear TTC#1 UCL28 cycle WTF CD13
Zayja TTC#1 UCL 24-27 cycle 5 CD10
Cheepz TTC#2 UCL 28 cycle 2 CD1

WTTC
LeeWT
Justbeenforapromenade

MIA
em22 TTC#? UCL 28 cycle 3 CD48
trixel TTC#3 UCL 28-35 cycle 7 CD48

GRADUATES
amyboo
totally
leewt (mc)
boodleboot (ectopic)
Stressy BFP 22nd August
becky78 BFP 4th September
LittleOneMum BFP 7th September
VivCliquot BFP 10th September
Waitingisntfun BFP 19th September

Congrats to waiting and hello promenade !!

I have my early scan today and am feeling so completely nervous I could not sleep last night. Have managed to convince myself that I have a MMC... just cannot allow myself to believe it might be fine.

The only positive thing is that it was DS's 2nd birthday yesterday, so that kept my mind off it and he was so happy, bless him. I am lucky to have him.

Love to all x

jeez - I go away for a long weekend and all thins action happens!

Hi barrenbrook and tfls nice to hear from you

big woot woot to waiting [grin} small - so mrsr is in good company

sorry to hear war stories from meesee, louisesh and promenade we all have our various challenges but you all sound like you have been through the ringer. xx welcome, its a lovely thread

can't believe how many posts we are up to!

news from France - babysitting situation was a total wash out, ds went to sleep ok and i left but she had called before we started the main course - during dh best man speech - to say both kids were awake and could we go back. got back to find ds very upset and after getting him back to sleep twice but then having him wake the minute he sensed I was not there I called dh to let him know and ditched the wedding, took ds into my bed and cuddled him until he went to sleep and knew I wasn't going anywhere - was clearly freaked out at waking in the hotel room without me there and wont be doing that again in a hurry.

In other news am at Day 28 amd no AF - thought was here earlier but transpired that in efforts to 'wipe' and see if any sign of blood wiped so many times that must have burst a capillary so very small trace of blood, but realised next time i went to pee was stinging and must have caused it myself - sorry if tmi but jeez - thats fanatical checking for af if ever there was .. guess my nonchalent what will be will be is out the window, but I lasted to day 28 so thats ok. no symptoms of pregnancy though and some cramping so am expecting AF tomorrow or next day - will not allow hope until then.

au revoir

Hi all!

Apples wow thats a hell of a long time you must be getting so frustrated,,ironically i hope AF buggers off for a while since i wont be trying to get preg! you always have what you dont want and all that..

justbeenforapromenade we can keep each other company. I had two mmc's (May and September) so am taking a self-imposed break til after xmas to get my body back in shape and concentrate on my 2yo who has been a little neglected due to the highs and lows of the TTC process lately. I feel the same as you now after these experiences that if we managed to have one more i'd be delighted.. i didnt realise they gave you methotrexate for ectopics i thought that was only for molar? you learn a lot on mn hey? welcome anyway!

tfls have you killed any in-laws yet? just checking

mrsR coming up to ov time, better get that husband of yours cornered

Updated the list to add Waiting's BFP and also to include myself and justbeen on the waiting to try to conceive list!

Sunday
Apples TTC#3 UCL 28 CD62
Cheepz TTC#2 UCL 27-28 cycle 1 CD28
Waiting TTC#1 UCL 26-33 cycle 1 CD27
Meita TTC#1 UCL 30-34 cycle 1 CD26
Chamois TTC#1 UCL? cycle 1 CD20
TFLS TTC#1 UCL 28 cycle 2 CD20
Barrenbrook TTC#1 UCL 28 cycle 5 CD16
MrsRigby TTC#2 UCL? cycle 2 CD13
Tigerbear TTC#1 UCL28 cycle WTF CD12?
Zayja TTC#1 UCL 24-27 cycle 5 CD9

WTTC
LeeWT
Justbeenforapromenade

MIA
em22 TTC#? UCL 28 cycle 3 CD47
trixel TTC#3 UCL 28-35 cycle 7 CD47

GRADUATES
amyboo
totally
leewt (mc)
boodleboot (ectopic)
Stressy BFP 22nd August
becky78 BFP 4th September
LittleOneMum BFP 7th September
VivCliquot BFP 10th September
Waitingisntfun BFP 19th September

Congratulations waitingisntfun delighted for you!!

hi promenade - sorry to hear about your ectopic experience. i too just had ectopic last friday and had my left tube removed along with the baby. Feeling very mixed up about the thought of conceiving again. have been told that i have scarring on my other tube on the outside but can'[t tell me about inside....i am interested to see that you have continued to conceive after an ectopic tho.....do uyou still have both your tubes {hpoe you don't mind me asking that....}

i am going to wait until january to give myself time to heal emotionally and make a balanced decision, with my DH, about trying to conceive again. we also lost a baby in a MMC in april this year so this has been a bloody tough and very unrewarding year...

hello to everyone else....congrats to waiting - brilliant brilliant news.

Also its nearly time to start another thread as MN only lets a thread reach a thousand posts....