my baby girl died.

(176 Posts)
SupermansBigRedBottleOfSpirits Fri 15-Nov-13 16:54:48

My beautiful amazing baby dd2, Summer, died 2 weeks ago yesterday. Her heart was unable to pump blood properly. We never knew until it was too late. She was 11 weeks and 6 days old. I spent most of that day shopping, then at a Halloween party with the other dc. I missed most of my sum sums last day. Dp had to see to her himself, our poor baby not breathing, already gone, in her sleep.

I miss her. And it hurts. Ds turned 2 two days after she passed. If it wasn't for him and dd1 I'd be a screaming wreck in a padded cell. I'm sick of being strong now. I I want my sweet precious baby back.

Mintyy Fri 15-Nov-13 17:33:12

What an enormous loss! Summer sounds like an absolute delight. I am so truly deeply sorry that you are all suffering like this. I hope you have wonderful rl friends and family to support you X

SupermansBigRedBottleOfSpirits Fri 15-Nov-13 17:40:01

She was just the funniest cutest little thing, I wanted her so much, my pregnancy was erratic, labour was scarily quick it feels like those 11 weeks went in a blink of my eye. We had her Christmas bought in. Her toys prams cot etc have all been donated to the British heart foundation. Her clothes and blankets we're not keeping are going to the children's ward at the hospital, she had to be changed from her babygrow and there was very little clothes and what there was were too small for her. She was in 6-9 month clothes. When she was taken away she was in an ugly little romper that didn't even go over her chest or arms. I never want anyone else to suffer that indignity.

motherinferior Fri 15-Nov-13 17:42:16

I am so very sorry.

Badvoc Fri 15-Nov-13 17:49:02

I'm so very sorry x

ChateauMargot Fri 15-Nov-13 17:52:44

I am so so sorry to hear this. Haven't posted in months but couldn't bear to read this and not send a reply. I wish you and your family peace at what must be an impossibly hard time.

bumbumsmummy Fri 15-Nov-13 17:53:28

So sorry for your loss ((((hugs))) and prayers for you and your beautiful summer xox

Topseyt Fri 15-Nov-13 17:54:08

I am so so sorry. Rest in peace little one. sad

Take care of yourself, and do try to be kind to yourself.

Ubik1 Fri 15-Nov-13 17:54:53

So sorry

SPsDoesntLikeChaffingFishnets Fri 15-Nov-13 17:56:07

Awww Superman I'm so.sorry to heat of your loss.

Summer sounds like a beautiful little girl.

x

spiderlight Fri 15-Nov-13 17:57:22

So, so sorry. There are no words but you're in my thoughts thanks

Hulababy Fri 15-Nov-13 17:58:50

I am so sorry for your loss.

Summer sounds delightful, a bueatiful baby. Is that her in your profile photos?

stickysausages Fri 15-Nov-13 17:59:36

I'm so very sorry for you & your families loss sad

She sounds like a very special little girl thanks

thoughtsbecomethings Fri 15-Nov-13 17:59:42

I can't begin to imagine your pain x
Hopefully one day things will feel brighter, you'll always have Summer in your heart x So sorry for your loss x

Chopstheduck Fri 15-Nov-13 17:59:57

So sorry to hear of your loss xx

She sounds such a character. Is that her in your photos? Gorgeous little girl, such a happy smile!

Netguru Fri 15-Nov-13 18:02:37

So very, very sorry.

ThisIsBULLSHIT Fri 15-Nov-13 18:02:42

Oh no how terrible, that is just heartbreaking and I am so sorry about what has happened. It just seems so senseless. I am sending you a hug.

SecretWitch Fri 15-Nov-13 18:03:10

You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. She sounds like she was an absolute sweetheart! Losing a beloved child is agony no one should ever know. Please know you can come here whenever you need support.
((hugs))

HogFucker Fri 15-Nov-13 18:04:01

I'm so sorry.

HappyInTheCity Fri 15-Nov-13 18:04:38

Such devastating news, I am so sorry. Beautiful Summer.

Love to you all, you are in my thoughts X

GillyBillyWilly Fri 15-Nov-13 18:05:08

I am so sorry sadthanks
Your post has me in tears.

Panadbois Fri 15-Nov-13 18:05:43

Don't know what to say, but sending you all my love x

NomDeClavier Fri 15-Nov-13 18:06:17

So very sorry for your loss sad

QOD Fri 15-Nov-13 18:06:44

Truly sorry for your loss. She sounds beautiful and so loved.

SunshineMMum Fri 15-Nov-13 18:06:45

So sad at the loss of your beautiful Summer. Thoughts with you xx

HorsePetal Fri 15-Nov-13 18:07:21

Your beautiful baby girl. I am so so sorry, there are no words other than to say much love to you and your family x

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