Misty breeze wraps about my shoulders, thinly clad. I shiver not, despite the coolness on my skin. Comfort, I now feel. Is it you my precious Angel?

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chipmonkey Tue 13-Nov-12 20:36:33

Starting a new thread for our angel babies
Sylvie-Rose 16/8/11 to 4/10/11 too short my love, too short.

Thank you Chip xx

Remembering my two boys - so many years since I last held you. You are both forever in our thoughts xxxx

Tamisara Tue 13-Nov-12 20:41:47

Thanks chip and also to Fioled for the last thread xx

Tamsin Rainbow, born sleeping at 37 weeks 30/10/11, loved forever, missed always xxxxx

chipmonkey Tue 13-Nov-12 20:45:22

Just reported the last thread to see if we can put one more post on it to link to this one.

giraffesCantLightFireworks Tue 13-Nov-12 21:40:40

Good idea chip. Lovely title. x

I had an absolutely overwhelming experience today. I still feel very shakey and emotional from it. Toying with myself whether I feel silly or not saying it on here.

My5boysandme Tue 13-Nov-12 22:14:29

So glad I found the new thread x

Remembering Beatrice Primrose, who lived for 1 year, 1 month, 1 week and 1 day.

16/09/11 - 24/10/12

Missing your smell and your weight in my arms. Missing your beautiful, loving eyes. Missing your serenity and comfort. Missing you more and more x

expatinscotland Tue 13-Nov-12 22:26:54

Aillidh 19/6/03-7/7/12.

Love you so, so much, little girl.

missymoomoomee Tue 13-Nov-12 22:30:50

Scott Dot 13-08-98 - 01-11-98

Emma-Lou bug 27-02-07 - 09-03-07

Missing both my angels every minute of every day. Never forgotton, always loved xx

fioled Tue 13-Nov-12 22:44:28

Anabelle Violet, my beautiful precious baby girl. Born asleep 21st June 2010.

Loved always, to the moon and back. xXx

chipmonkey Tue 13-Nov-12 22:45:53

giraffes do tell!

giraffesCantLightFireworks Tue 13-Nov-12 23:00:33

I truley believe Aillidh was with me at one point today. If I allow myself to think about it too much then I start to feel daft for saying this but that was how I felt and I felt so overwhelmed at the time.

I left work just after 6 and was driving in to the centre of Glasgow to go and study at uni. Was driving on express way and had such strong memories and feelings of when I would go up that way to hosp after work to see her and expat. I ached that I couldnt just take a left exit and go up to see them. It really hurt and tears were running down my face and I said outloud "I miss you Aillidh".

It was pouring with heavy rain, dark, horrible and I was so very sad. As I finished the words I miss you Aillidh, Call me maybe came on the radio right as I passed yorkhill.

I was sobbing in the car but smiling. And I said....thank you. Have been crying on and off since.

Had something taht felt similar 3yrs ago on dds birthday, I was really struggling and a white bird came and sat on my window ledge and stared in for ages.

giraffesCantLightFireworks Tue 13-Nov-12 23:03:11

pic of white bird on my profile actually, candles were my special rose scented ones

chipmonkey Tue 13-Nov-12 23:18:01

Giraffe's that is amazing. Somewhere, Aillidh whispered in some DJ's brain and made him play that!
And the white bird is amazing! It looks sort of angelic!

expatinscotland Tue 13-Nov-12 23:22:26

Been crying on and off all day, too.

giraffesCantLightFireworks Tue 13-Nov-12 23:28:31

Christmas adverts and songs etc are starting. This time of year until 3rd Jan are my worst times.

expatinscotland Tue 13-Nov-12 23:31:57

My poor little son, he's so excited about Christmas sad.

chipmonkey Tue 13-Nov-12 23:57:07

Oh yes, ds4 was so excited last year and the rest of us were dreading it! We did get through it though, it really wasn't as bad as I was expecting it to be.

Remembering my precious Sterre, born sleeping on 20th June 2011. Love, like starlight, never dies! She's doing a fabulous job keeping her rainbow sibling safe! Not long now before we can tell her all about her angel big sister!

My5boysandme Wed 14-Nov-12 09:36:48

Dexter 21/06/12-24/09/12

Missing you so much, my arms ache for you darling boy. Love you forever xx

For my beautiful Mia Alexandra, 400 days of complete, absolute and utter joy. But never enough. I love you so, my Sweet Pea.

SaintVera Wed 14-Nov-12 17:38:37

Beautiful, complex, funny, bonkers, utterly unique and severely disabled Sean Mack. Died aged 16 on 9th July 2012.

You taught me everything. I will carry you forever, precious wee man

whiteandyelloworchid Wed 14-Nov-12 17:53:05

remembering my beautiful son baby orchid, i love and miss you with all my heart, wish i coould hold you in my arms again and kiss your beautiful perfect face, and smell your lovely baby smell.
really really wish you were here with me now
keep watching over us and send us a feather when you get a chance, i love you so so much and so does your daddy and your big sister
we will be decoratig your tree soon for christmas, i wonder will you be watching us?
i hope so

i will love you forever and ever xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

expatinscotland Wed 14-Nov-12 20:08:30

Christmas ads. Have to turn some of them over. The one with the Gene Wilder song.

Also had to hide some folks I knew from the unit talking about 'wee fighters'.

My daughter fought hard for her life. She still died.

chipmonkey Wed 14-Nov-12 23:58:29

expat, there was one ad, can't even remember what store it was for where the big brother comes home from uni for Christmas and the little sister runs out it her jammies and gives him a big hug.
That should have been ds1 and Sylvie-Rose.

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