I can't come to terms with it.
I get it, I understand it, I know what it means, I accept it. But I can't come to terms with it. I can't make peace with it. I can't switch off wishing it were different. My heart is heavy.
Something happened this year that gave me cause to think I might be wrong, and that it could be different, but it really just served to show that I was right after all.
If you've accepted this about yourself and come to terms with it, how did you do it? Because I can't.
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