I am a regular MNer who has name-changed because I am ashamed. I have lots of things going for me: a wonderful DH, 3 gorgeous DCs, a nice home, friends ....... but I am just so completely unhappy; and feeling anxious all the time.
I am worn out. My DCs are all really young and I just feel like I never have any fun. Life is just one huge long battle with stroppy little people, housework, feeling guilty, ruining my relationship with DH and just generally slogging away.
I feel like a crap mummy. I love my children, but I seem to spend most of my time shouting at them. They wind me up so much. They never seem to listen to a word I say and seem wild and unruly compared to friends children. When they are good they are sweet and kind and wonderful; but most of the time I just can't help loosing my temper. I have rage issues and I am so worried I am going to hurt one of them. Sometimes I feel like smacking them and never stopping. It is dreadful. I can't believe I feel like this about 3 little people who I love more than life itself.
I could go on, but I just need to tell "someone" what a dark place I am in right now.
Stop the world, I want to get off .....
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I am just in a really dark place right now.
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BlackHole · 23/05/2008 20:36
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