Am looking for some reassurance/advice/others who feel the same so know is not just me going mad! I have always been an anxious person-I worry about EVERYTHING and this seems to be getting worse. I keep imagining awful things are about to happen to my family and play out the scenarios in my head until I start crying almost as if its fact. I convince myself that what I think is going to happen is some kind of "premonition" and so is inevitable. My latest panic is about my Dad- I am convinced he is about to die- before he sees his grandson for the first time (ds is 2 mths-we live abroad and are due back in uk for xmas hols). At the beginning of the year I had a really strong feeling one of my family would die before the end of the year and now I feel as if clock is ticking and its inevitable. I know its irrational but these thoughts are starting to consume me. Then I start worrying about ds- I love him so much and am terrified something is going to happen to him. For example I visualise walking with him in his sling, tripping and falling and squashing him. I was having a lovely play with him after bath tonight then the thoughts started and I ended up in tears. My dp is out tonight and I am convinced he will be in a car crash-if not tonight then another time. I feel like I'm going mad. Does anyone else feel like this ever? (please say yes!!!). Just to clarify I dont think these thoughts are connected to pnd - have always been like this to an extent but I want it to stop now I have ds-I dont want it to get worse or affect him.
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anxious and imagining awful things-is it just me?
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anxiousmama · 01/12/2006 23:46
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