Feeling reaaly really bleak, so the point of crying in front of the children. Everything seems desparately, catastrophically awful. I feel I am failing to give thm a good summer, a good childhood like I am just not fit to raise them. And have had work problems too perhaps just ordinary stuff, but to me seems like I am just not doing the job well enough and that clients hate me and complain about me in private.
I don't know what to do, or what I want from posting. Probably just want some distraction. I am too much for family to deal with right now-- too much static negativity. I know this is very indulgent, very self-absorbed, but I just feel so trapped in myself and so utterly awful. There doesn't sem to be anywhere to get out to.
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Feel really low today. Anyone around who knows me (Threadworm)?
Threadworm · 11/08/2009 13:06
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