I am totally heartbroken. We knew it was coming as were told there was nothing more could be done, but I think I am in shock.
I don't know how we carry on without her, she was only 65 and everything to us. My dad is devastated, as is my brother.
We stayed in the hospital with her all last night and today and leaving her there alone tonight after it happened was the hardest thing I think I have ever done.
I told my children when I came home (10 and 12) who were very close to her and adored her. I expected them to be a bit upset but both were so so upset, their reaction took me by surprise a little.
I don't know what I am going to do without her. We were so close, we spoke every day, went out walks every weekend and just chatted.
I feel numbness, pain, immense hurt and fear because I won't be able to see/speak to her ever again.
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My beautiful mum died tonight
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mandywb · 03/12/2014 22:34
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