Im going though the motions. Im shit. Im a freaky deformed person that cant do normal things. I try to put on a happy face and laugh and joke about myself but im getting nearer to fucking operation day and I cant hold it together much longer.
I'll be going through 10 hours of pain and God knows how many weeks of recovery just to be no different.
I have scoliosis. It's progressive. They are going to fuse it to stop it getting worse. they cant repair it though because of how my spinal cord has twisted.
I should be 5' 6" and im 5' 2" But I have the legs, these stupid ridiculously long legs and tiny little body. Like one of those childrens match-it puzzles with the wrong pieces in it.
I'm just a freak, I dont know why I bother. there's no point to me.
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AmazingBouncingFerret · 24/01/2011 21:38
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