Hmm, well, not sure if dh is being an arse.
We have been together 10 years, married 8. I was not the other woman, he has been separated from ex for 17 years now. He has 2 children from that marriage, now both adults.
It is dsd's 21st this year. Relations with his ex have not been cordial to say the least - lots of game playing, withholding contact etc. Several court cases, orders ignored etc.
At times she has been ok, though, and we have managed a few occasions where everyone has gathered, including dh & my 2 dds - eg to support dss in a fun run he did (we all had lunch afterwards), dss' confirmation, etc.
Anyway, dsd and her mum have come up with a plan for dsd's 21st. Dsd wants a weekend abroad, with mum and dh going too. Dsd has history of not accepting her parents' split, and still says things like "i wish you and mum were still together". She doesn't remember a time when this was true. Dsd and I get on well, and she loves her younger sisters.
I feel a bit gutted, tbh. I know I am being childish, but it hurts.
For 10 years I have done everything for dsd and dss, really honestly everything. Obviously everything at home, eg cooking, washing, homework, but also researching stuff for het when her mum couldn't be bothered. Dsd is at uni now, doing a course she loves because I spent weeks working out how she could get there (she is not academically gifted), and took the time to listen to what she wanted to do, and helped her make this possible.
I have spent countless hours going through stuff with her (dyslexic, dyspraxic, AS), everything from teaching her how to separate out washes, to basic cooking, the lot.
And not a suggestion that I might want to come to celebrate her birthday too. And there won't be another proper celebration, she won't want one.
It just feels wrong to me. And dh only says that if he speaks up (he agrees it doesn't sit right to go and play happy.families for the weekend) he won't get to celebrate with her either. And I do understand that, but it still hurts. And if he doesnt tackle it now, what else will dds & I be left out of in future?
I can see it's a tricky one, but he did say he would raise it with dsd gently (entirely possible she hasn't thought pf it like that, although also possible she knows exactly what she is doing), but tonight, dsd brought it up, and not a mention at all.
Sometimes I feel like saying bollocks to it all - it really feels like I am unpaid househelp at times.
Sorry for mammoth whinge, just wanted to get it all out and not let it fester.
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silverfrog · 13/09/2010 03:04
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