Please excuse me if this is jumbled, I'm in such a panic.
I met someone when I was 16. We have dated on/ off for 7 years now. I didn't realise it at the time but after reading other threads on MN I think I've been emotionally abused. There have been some physical things too but I can't write that down at the moment.
I've been pressurised into giving him lots of money. I haven't had anything repaid. I think this panic attack has been triggered because I have just had to send him more money.
It sounds stupid that I have stayed in touch with him I know. I'm very isolated and I won't meet anyone else. I'm scared of being lonely. I've even stayed in touch with him at times just hoping he would repay some of the money like he promised to. I couldn't/ can't afford to support him: I go without when I do this.
Why can't I stay away? Hoping someone is awake. I feel so desperate and have no one to talk to about this. Reading this back it sounds so pathetic, he does have redeeming features, good sense of humour etc. I'm just realising now he does scare me.
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Please help me stay away
Cantdothisnow · 21/09/2014 02:12
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