Hi ladies
I've lurked on this site for so long, was always hoping I would never have to post properly but I guess my time has come.
I've been with my DH for 9 years now and have an amazing DS ( 7 months ) things with us have been pretty ok. Not hot abd steamy or honeymoon period but we seemed happy.
Over the past few weeks things have been bugging me, instinct I guess late nights watching tv, or can't sleep so getting up, no history on computer or phone ( odd for someone who is constantly on the net) did some searching abd porn mm ok been there done that same old record. Sick of having same conversation!!!
But then I got stupid and went a little further I logged into his work email and well he's been emailing his ex ( not really a ex to say but someone he had a very heated fling with) she caused us a few problems on the early months of our dating. She even tried to get my fired so she could take over my position!
Any way the emails seem 60% innocent but the rest not so much, talking about past and can you remember! Him calling her babe, xxx ending the messages, him saying he can be and idiot at times but he's always there for here when ever she needs it. Him asking if she's dating! They did mention me in one email but nothing bad!!
But the worst thing is they are talking about my gorgeous baby!!! She's asking to see photos and he's going to sort some out. He's telling her a few things about him! This is killing me the most! His mine I don't want her knowing or seeing him!
Am I just being so stupid????
He knows something is up but I can't tell him as it will
problems and I was snooping but I just want to cry when I look at my boy!!!!
Sorry for long post and spelling :-(
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I'm numb, sick and on the verg of breaking down
shockedtohell · 20/04/2012 06:21
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