I have been unhappy for so long, I just don't know what happy is any more.
I feel embarrassed when we're out with him with family and friends.
I prefer to share the bed with my DD than with DH.
I fantasise about living on my own (with DD of course).
I constantly have to stop myself from telling him what I really think.
I am constantly irritated by what he says and does.
He is an alcoholic. I feel like I'm losing any respect for him I might have had left.
But I'm really scared. I don't know how to leave. What if it's a mistake? How do I deal with the practical stuff? Who moves out of our home? What will happen to DD?
What if I'm wrong and just ungrateful for what I've got?
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warzone · 06/03/2011 15:32
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