Sorry for long message...Im just sick of crying and staring at walls searching for the answers...
Im 19wks pg with 1st baby and live with my partner of 5years. We are happy but dont see each other much due to his long working hours (he is a chef) so Im often on my own at home etc.
He has been moaning loads about work, how much he hates the hours etc & keeps saying he wants to go abroad. His sister married a very well off architect & she moved to Mozambique 2yrs ago to be with him as he has a major contract out there. They've had some kids & seem happy. Also, their mother went to go and live with them so she wouldnt be alone & could live comfortably. So, yes you've guessed it - he wants to go there!!
I agreed with him before I was preg that I would go there on holiday to see what it was like but I wasnt going to commit to the idea. He said that was fine & that if I didnt like it, we just wouldnt go. But now he is really putting the pressure on - moaning about England and saying we could live like kings over there instead & lead a good life with sun, good food etc.
He has even gone so far to say this week that he "is going, no matter what and its up to me if I go or stay"...which is not nice to hear when you are pregnant!! Also, he has already seemed to discuss/make plans with this sister about what we can do when we are there. She has a business and its already in their mind that "when" we go I would work with/for her! Why are they planning my life for me???? Why are they making decisions without even consulting me or asking what I want to do...because TBH moving to Mozambique is not in my life plan! Never was, probably never will be!
Im so upset about it all and the prospect that he might just up and leave anyway & I would be here "holding the baby"
I have a good job here myself, have family here that I would miss & I just wonder what can I do? I've said to him in tears that this is not the time to be thinking of these things, that we need to have the baby & get our lives in order...
Also, I pay all the bills - mortgage, water, electric, c-tax , food - EVERYTHING! he moans about the fact that he cant live like a king here but the financial support he gives me is zero! I ask him what he does with his wage but he fobs me off & says "thats not the point" and "Im sick of working for other people".
In some ways I feel like seeing what happens & if he wants to go I will just let him. I am 99% sure that I would not want to go...go and do what there??? I cant even speak the lingo so what good can it be!
Im so stressed & constantly headachey, tearful because I feel like I have been put in such a terrible position!
Interested to see what you think....
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What would you do?
ellesbelles79 · 29/09/2010 16:43
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