Have namechanged for this as my DH knows my MN name.
I went alone for my 20 week scan yesterday as Dh was in the grip of a sickness/fever type bug. All went well, no problems detected.
Dh did not want to know the sex of the baby but I did and since I was alone I agreed to find out when asked by the sonogragher if I would like to know.
Well as the title says it's a boy. We have a lovely 2yo boy already. This is my second and last pg due to my age, finances etc so no chance of another baby anyway.
I am so disappointed, I have always felt a small pang of envy when I see people with a daughter and now I know that I'll never have one of my own. Yes, I know how shallow this is.
Worse still, I am thoroughly ashamed of myself for being so full of self-pity when I am carrying a perfectly healthy baby.
I guess I will get over this but at the moment I can't stop crying.
Please feel free to give me kick up the arse.
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It's a Boy........but I can't stop crying.
Grubster · 07/05/2009 11:28
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