No idea what to do - please go easy on me.
I'm eight weeks gone with a very much planned and tried for pregnancy. I should be over the moon but I'm not.
We both have decent jobs, a home (it's shit but it's ours and he refuses to move despite being easily able to afford it grr) friends and a supportive family.
Why aren't I happy about this?
All I do is resent it; the exhaustion, the emotional rollercoaster, the endless restrictions, being told what to do, feeling (already) like my body isn't my own anymore, the fact that family members are already planning a Christening (not happening) and God knows what else.
Work are giving me shit - as in they want to make my working conditions worse for no reason other than 'policy' despite me being an exhausted mess already (they know about the pregnancy). Basically they want to make me hot desk across a load of desks that are not adjustable and I have arthritis to start with. I can't face the pain of a bad back and hips again without the heavy duty pain killers that I probably can't take.
WTF do I do? I just want to scream.
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Planned pregnancy but wishing it would go away.
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DefinitelyNotWaiving · 28/02/2016 10:08
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