Found out at 12 week scan yesterday that the baby stopped growing a couple of weeks ago. Have to go in for an ERPC on Thursday.
This comes after a miscarriage at 8 weeks in May. This time round I've had hyperemesis and been in hospital on a drip - have been feeling awful for the last 6 weeks and haven't even been able to look after ds (18 months).
I just can't believe this has happened again. I keep wishing that we could turn back the clock and for yesterday not to have happened. I feel so upset at having missed my little boys first summer walking, and having been so poorly and all for nothing.
What on earth do I do? Am dreading Thursday - last time round I found it the most difficult part of all. I just want my baby to stay where it is, it's not ready to come out yet. I don't want to have to leave it in some hospital somewhere.
Somebody please help me through this, I just don't know what to do. It hurts so much.
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monkeybumsmum · 30/08/2008 10:42
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