To cut a long story short we have ds who is 4 and had been ttc for 2 years. Ater multiple tests and evidence of me having PCOS and not showing to ovulate we were told we would need to start a course of Clomid.
However, the month before we were due to start you can imagine our surprise when we found out we were pg!
However our miracle baby was clearly not to be and after a couple of bouts of bleeding we went for an early scan at 9 weeks, baby had a strong heartbeat but was showing 8 weeks in size. I just hoped I had the dates wrong but after going for our 12 week scan we were told by the sonographer that our baby died at 8+ weeks (so not long after first scan).
We are utterly devastated beyond belief, I have so many worries and fears;
Will the D&C be painful? We are seeing the midwife today but I know the earliest they will get us in is tomorrow for the op and I just want it over and done with.
Will we ever have another miracle happen? What the hell do we tell our boy who ended up finding out mummy had a baby in her tummy? How do I face everyone who know and have to be strong to not crack at their sympathetic faces? How will I get through seeing my dear cousin who is 3 weeks more pregnant than me and who I have spent so much time with, I know I will be so jealous and not sure I can face her.
Everything has changed, our decisions for the next 12mths and onwards.
How will I feel on the due date?
When will I stop crying?
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MMC at 12 week scan - how will we get through next few days?
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Chloe55 · 11/08/2010 09:05
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