anti ds, xmas, a long lost father

[PurpleOne]

and an eviction notice.
I ot served with it almost 6 hrs ago..cant tell the kids as will wreck thier xmas.
Cant tell my dad as he is looking to leave the marital home in Januray,

I have no deposit due to rent arrears, I cant put up 4 weeks in front and my ex has fibbed me right off saying that I knew it would happen? Yeah in JUNE love, not 2 days before xmas.

and the landlady couldnt even give me the papers, she had to get her old man to do it.

my anti ds have been working. am on 40 mg a day. no suicidal thoughts, but this? I cant even FEEL iyswim, I have no emotion. I have beenb crying but I dont know what the fuck to do....and their timing was lousy, if I dont get to council tomorrow, Im fucked until 5th january.

[WukThisItsXmas]

Oh Iam so sorry, PurpleOne.
I have no advice for you but just wanted your post to be answered.
I don't know your story but why is it difficult to tell your dad?

[madmouse]

[comefollowthatstarwithme]

I'm sorry purpleone.

[GossipMonger]

When do they want you out of the house?

Can you make a deal with the landlord to get back on track with the rent?

Am presuming you can afford the rent but you just got behind with it?

What will happen now?

Am so sorry - your girls look lovely.

[GossipMonger]

are you OK?

[PurpleOne]

am ok - just really tired.
there is no deal with the rent, we're all out, even the shop downstairs.

council office is open at 1pm today so bes t be off out and sort things out, am sobloody tired.

moving day is 26th february.

pissed me off that the landlady couldnt even do it here....gutless fucking wimp. all mouth and trousers, couldnt fix my bloody leaky roof, but when come to the crunch, she couldnt even do this.....

[PurpleOne]

apt set for 4th january with homelessness advice officer. thats nearly 2 weeks wasted off the 2 months notice as it is.

im skint. wont be getting deposit back cos of arrears. am on benefits and no money to put down up front, no manpower to helpme move and no poxy money to hire van/put stuff in storage either.

we have pets too, will break my heart to get rid of my cat. my psych told me to get a pet ages ago and i got her, saw her give birth, had a life of scrtached knees with her kittens etc.

everything is such a mess, and im trying to smile sweetly at the kids, but they know soething is up.

told my dad. was hard to tell him as was onyl the 2nd visit in 2 months, tthat ive even seen him in 2 years as mum caused a huge argument, so things have been fraught. hes looking to move out the marital home too. i refuse to move in with him though.

what shitty timing.
*tries to smile

[CupOChristmasCheerfulYank]

I'm so, so sorry. Please know that we care, even though that may be little consolation to you. I hope you have the merriest Christmas possible under the circumstances. I wish there were something I could do.

[PurpleOne]

my dad went home today.

my mum had slammed the door in his face and told him to fuck off and locked the door even before he could pick his bags up.

he came back to us again at 7pm today. (least i got a good sleep in)

i took my girls out for pizza tonight to break the news to them. They think cos weve got a roof over our heads and a bit of gas warmth, we're not homless...but they are just kids.

however my dad is back. mum has kicked him out too.....but he has to be gone by feb 26th as the council wont house him with us.

All the anger I felt about my mum was always justified right now. She is dead to me. I so want to email her before her net/phone gets cut off in the orning......but I wont. I wont waste my time. I am so angry at her for lumbering me with this too. and we are bloody homeless.

Dad even suggested we all move in together, but where he wants to go, is not compatible..and it means pulling the dds out of school again, and dd1 has just started her gcses/btec...

any ideas/advice? i dont know what to do. am already wasting nearly 2 weeks of notice getting me and the kid rehoused...let alone my dad too?