I feel like Im losing the plot, I am really really struggling. I just keep thinking what is the point in my life , it is so shit I dont see why I should even live it.
I am going through psychodynamic theraphy at the moment for an eating disorder linked to childhood abuse. I am finding it so very difficult to get by. My H and I are on the verge of divorce. I thought I loved him but Im not sure I can stand anything about him anymore, I just keep questioning why I have settled for someone on paper sounds god damn awful.....
Im terrified off making any decisions in what is an awful time anyway and end up making the wrong ones for my children and myself.
H is no support in all of this as he says he cant understand theraphy ,I am only staying around for the children, who I love more than anything and they are my reason for living ( I feel sad that I really mean that)
Oh I dont know Im going on but I just need someone to talk too as I feel like Im going mad. I have no support from anywhere I just dont know where to turn.
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Verging on suicidal
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Gravitygirl · 21/02/2009 08:46
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