This is maybe a bit trivial or indulgent compared to some of the posts I see in this category but I find I am spending more and more time sneaking off to the loo to cry about it so I just need to post and get it out.
I can't stop myself from dwelling on some of the horrible sh*t, particularly relating to the abuse and murder of children, that I read in the papers and hear on the news. No point trying to avoid it, it is everywhere. Just now (one tiny example of many that have been building up lately) I read a brief article about Neil Entwistle, who is accused of murdering his wife and baby daughter (9 months). The baby died from a gunshot wound to the stomach.
Just typing this is making me cry again, FFS. What kind of world is this? DS is 9 months and although I think of myself as fairly rational, sometimes it scares me so much that he's so innocent and trusting and sweet, and people can be so monstrous in so many ways. I don't want to become overprotective or get things out of proportion, but having DS has just really made me a lot more susceptible to news items along these lines, and a lot more prone to fits of incomprehension and despair. I don't know how to keep him safe and myself sane. Sometimes it seems like an impossible job.
I mean, shooting a baby in the stomach - that's beyond awful. How can something like that even be possible? aargh -- tears, snot, blah. I am blowing my nose on a dishtowel I feel ridiculous but also as if it is legitimate to be upset about this, does anyone else get in moods like this ever? Or is it just me?
Not as if there aren't real problems in our lives to worry about, without all this too.
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paperdoll · 30/05/2008 22:09
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