not long after ds was born 2y ago i developed severe PND, have had some setbacks but have finally come off my ADs, but i'm just wondering how do you get those years back? i dont remember anything about the 1st 18 months of ds's life. and for the 1st 6m i thought i hated him, how will that have affected him? and how do you come to terms with being that close to the edge? will he know how ill i was and will he understand that it wasnt him but circumstance that made me ill?
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