Hi Im not doing great at moment. Trying to keep it together.
Keep having nightmares that my baby is hurt or dead.
My partner doesn't understand and thinks I should be over the moon with happiness. i am, but I hate all this anxiety. We have a lot going on in our lives at moment and Ive gone back to work too early. Probably to please my partner if im honest. I adore my son but somtimes I look at my partner and think,'Do you really know me at all?'
I had a great birth experience but my partner is a lot older than me(16 years)and sometimes I don't think we are on the same wavelength.
I keep thinking that people touching my son will contaminate him and he will die. I am on antidepressants and they are helping with the sleeping but I don't recognise myself anymore. Help!
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losing the plot!!
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samam · 21/04/2007 15:50
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