I just want to vent about this grim depression I am stuck in.
I'm 7 months pg, trying and failing to complete a PhD. I feel like my head is full of fog. The really awful thing is that my DH actually pays for a nanny (my grant has run out) so that I can supposedly finish this damnable thing, and I can't work. I just spend all day feeling sh*te, trying and failing to concentrate.
I feel I'm both neglecting my DS (3.5) and unborn baby and failing to do anything to secure my own future after this.
I also have those awful depressive body-feelings, exacerbated by the discomfort of huge bump. I feel despair as soon as I wake up in the morning and dragging tiredness most of the day despite doing f-all. Tonight I am hungry but can't even raise the energy to cook anything (recently Dh has done all cooking out of pity for me. He is really supportive but works v.long hours and is out tonight.) I look at myself in the mirror and see a rapidly aging, pointless person.
I wonder about going on Sertraline (which I've been prescribed) but couldn't bear to put my poor baby through a withdrawal syndrome after he is born. If anyone has experience of that, I'd like to hear from them.
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pregnant and feeling grim
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charlieq · 02/02/2007 20:49
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