In a long time reader but reluctant poster but it's come to a point where I need to just put down in words how I'm feeling before I explode.
I'm 37, mum to a teenager, 7 and 5 year old. I live with my long term partner of 22 years, my school sweetheart you could say. I have a good job, in fact I'm just about to start a new one and should be looking forward to it but the truth is I'm miserable.
I hate the way I look, I eat because I'm miserable and I'm just putting more and more weight on meaning I'm more and more miserable. I don't feel loved by my partner, I'm sure that's my issue more than his, due to health problems we have not been very intimate the last year so have tried to make an effort but am getting turned down. The house is a tip, literally a tip! Every room is piled up with junk, I can't see the carpet in mine or any of the kids bedrooms and the washing is out of control and I can't get on top of it. We came back from holiday yesterday and instead of feeling relaxed and rejuvenated I just want to sit and wallow and cry. I'm tired but can't sleep. I feel lost. I feel like I've lost my purpose in life
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Dafad · 04/09/2016 12:38
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