I've posted this in the eating disorders section too but it's very quiet in there!
NC'd as I don't want this associated with my other posts.
Short version:
- Developed anorexia at the age of 13.
- 3 months of inpatient treatment at 15 after dropping to a v low BMI.
- After this I bounced erratically between relapse and recovery until 19.
- Serious relapse at 19 meant I went back into inpatient for 2 months.
- Then made a concerted effort to 'get better'. All fine for the past 5 years with no ED thoughts at all for the last year.
I'm now at a point where I'm feeling very uncomfortable with my weight again (I am at the higher-end of a 'healthy' BMI for my height) and would really like to lose 2 stone. Unfortunately I don't know how to do this without resorting the ED behaviours and, as a result, I'm finding myself resorting to old behaviours and restricting in the way that I did at the height of my ED.
Does anyone have any advice for losing a small amount weight with a history of an ED? The only info I've managed to find online basically says to not even consider trying to lose weight but it's just not an option to do nothing.