csnt even think or a subject title tbh. really struggling so much. was my birthday on thursday and think im either on a hell of a comedown or iv used all my fake happy up.
i dont even know where to start. im so unhappy with my life. but i have no idea why cos everything is going so well for me but in a worse that makes me feel worse cos i feel ashamed that im so down.
me and dh are happy and trying for our 1st dc. my family are supportive. iv recently just finished being weaned off ad after trying to kill myaelf twice last year. iv just registered to do an ou degree.
but yet i still dont feel like its enough.
driving to work this morning and i actually had to pull over cos i felt like jyst driving my car straight into the roundabout or a wall and ending it all. i feel like i just wanna start over
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kitkat1989 · 13/07/2015 06:56
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