I spent my entire teen years and early adolescence suffering with anorexia, bulimia and other mental health problems. I had a lot of help and slowly started to become mentally and physically well. I was living a normal life until about 6 months ago when work related stress triggered off an eating 'blip' that led to a full blown relapse of bulimia (bingeing and vomiting and laxative abuse).
I feel so unworthy of seeking help because I'm not depressed or even particularly anxious. So, I clearly don't need MH services. My other issue is that I'm fat (I have an overweight BMI), so I don't feel worthy of seeking help for the bulimia.
I have explored the option of private therapy but I just cannot afford it. I did find one low cost option but I managed to talk myself out of it, stating that I'm fat and greedy, not depressed, so why should I seek help? I know it's not logical but there we go.
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I don't feel worthy of seeking help.
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WayfaringStranger · 25/02/2015 21:37
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