I have spent the last 2 or 3 months constantly stressed, miserable, panicking and crying at the slightest thing
I should be feeling great and counting my blessings, I have a fabulous Dh, 4 fabulous children but that just makes me feel worse and guilty coz I dont feel fab and its affecting them.
I have an exam next week, am just about to start doing regular night shifts at work and am constantly panicky about what might happen and what I wont be able to do.
Today I went to the doctor and cried over him too! He has given me anti-depressants but I just feel such a failure to have got to this point.
I have taken holiday this week to try to finish an assignment, its just constant pressure, I can't give up now I only have 8 months to go til I qualify.
Not sure why I'm posting, I just want to feel normal and grateful for what I've got and not wake up every morning with this horrible knot of panic inside.
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Feel such a failure
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YouveCatToBeKittenMe · 20/11/2014 12:25
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