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no hope anymore, fallen off my tablets again but I've had enough now

(83 Posts)
TrinityIsAReindeer Wed 18-Dec-13 13:27:44

there is no light at the end of the fucking tunnel

I'm just so tired and in pain

I'm sitting in a bombsite eating tinned mac and cheese and just trying to get to friday pick up time

literally just get the kids to school, sleep, eat, ignore everything

then I need to make xmas happen

everything is so much effort and makes my head hurt

BewitchedBotheredandBewildered Sun 29-Dec-13 23:33:34

Been away for w/e, hope you're OK Trin bear

TrinityIsAReindeer Fri 27-Dec-13 14:24:32

awww shuuush. dont be silly. you were very brave smile

big squishy hugs grin

PurplePillow Fri 27-Dec-13 13:12:57

Trinity I have only said what is true even though you don't believe it, I couldn't have coped without your help, it was a horrendous time but thanks to you, me and the girls survived smile

thanksthanksthanksthanksthanksthanks

TrinityIsAReindeer Fri 27-Dec-13 11:19:19

blush oh purple. thankyou smile

BewitchedBotheredandBewildered Fri 27-Dec-13 02:20:33

You're real a star too purple smile
Very sorry about your mum.

I take great comfort in the fact that you and Trinity have each other flowers

PurplePillow Thu 26-Dec-13 22:31:12

She truly is smilesmilesmile

Trinity has been totally there for me and my girls in the few days before and after my mum passed away.

She took control of everything making sure we ate, kids got to school etc but she is too hard on herself hmm

Please Trin, believe in yourself, you are a wonderful person grin

And we had a fun day yesterday too smile

BewitchedBotheredandBewildered Thu 26-Dec-13 10:54:00

So pleased to hear you had a good time.

Well done, you really are amazing smile

PacificDingbat Thu 26-Dec-13 10:09:13

Trinity, I only just came across this thread - sorry to hear you had a shit time of it.

I think the way you pick yourself up again every bloody time is just amazing and truly awe-inspiring. You are so NOT crap.

Glad to hear you and purplepillow had a nice time together and I am sure your kids enjoyed Christmas too.

Yy to phone reminder for meds - just keep taking them, woman - you know what happens when you don't.
Keep on keeping on. Otherwise the MNMassif may need to come down there again and I might be amongst them this time!! <threat>

TrinityIsAReindeer Thu 26-Dec-13 10:03:14

Thankyou everyone smile

purplepillow invited us for xmas dinner

we had a lovely time

totally sober and we played charades smile

Onlyjoking Thu 26-Dec-13 00:23:36

Hi Trin, sorry think are difficult your had a real crap time of it.<understatement >
There are some Apps for meds, really good and worked far better than my memory.
Try and carry on tackling bits as and when. The other stuff can wait.
Can you get any support from homestart or SS?
Give me a shout on FB if you need a listening ear.

ChippingInLovesChristmasLights Wed 25-Dec-13 01:48:26

Trin I hope you managed to get some shopping in and that you and the girls have a nice christmas - despite everything. Keep taking those tablets - now is not the time to come off them.

If running out of petrol gets that much done in the house - only put a fiver in each time fgrin

Much love to you all
xx

RhondaJean Wed 25-Dec-13 01:37:26

Happy Christmas trin

We are thinking of you xx

BewitchedBotheredandBewildered Wed 25-Dec-13 01:33:51

Hope you all have a loving, lovely christmas Trin.
Will be thinking of you.
xxx < your girls xxx < you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx < lolly grin

flowersbearflowersbearflowersbearflowersbearflowers

BewitchedBotheredandBewildered Sun 22-Dec-13 11:02:42

Brilliant!
That will have done you good too, bet you feel better having done it.

I'd better go and get dressed grin, going out for lunch.

Back later, have a good day flopping.

TrinityIsAReindeer Sun 22-Dec-13 10:40:46

girls are snotty but obviously feeling better today.

ive just been very brave a walked lolly pup on the shore (seas out)

It is howling with wind and pissing it down so she only got 20mins but she ran flat out chasing birds the whole time so I think thats a win grin

BewitchedBotheredandBewildered Sun 22-Dec-13 10:20:54

Well done wrapping all the presents, I haven't done any yet!

Went to a wedding yesterday which gobbled up the whole day.

It's absolutely howling here today, and pouring rain.

So pleased to hear the meds are starting to work, and hope that bloody cold buggers off soon. Are the girls recovered?

flowersbearflowers

TinselinaBumSquash Sun 22-Dec-13 09:51:54

Sound fab! Food is always the best bit of Christmas for me. :D

I'm trying to persuade the kids to have a roast today so I can cook a chicken and the trimmings but they're requesting Shepard's Pie instead hmm

TrinityIsAReindeer Sun 22-Dec-13 09:51:53

ugh it didnt dissappear and now im double posting

TrinityIsAReindeer Sun 22-Dec-13 09:49:49

I just posted and it disappeared grr

kids are massively excited, almost counting down in hours grin

just after a chicken crown and some nice potatoes
hopefully managevto buy some more crackers and some chocolates and treats

TrinityIsAReindeer Sun 22-Dec-13 09:49:36

I just posted and it disappeared grr

kids are massively excited, almost counting down in hours grin

just after a chicken crown and some nice potatoes
hopefully managevto buy some more crackers and some chocolates and treats

TrinityIsAReindeer Sun 22-Dec-13 09:45:32

they are massively excited. any time soon they are going to start counting down in hours grin

I just want to get a chicken crown and some nice potatoes

hopefully have some money for some more crackers (stupidly let them have some already) and some chocolate and nice things

TinselinaBumSquash Sun 22-Dec-13 09:30:57

Still here!

It's great to hear you're feeling a bit better, what are you planning on for Christmas food?
Are the kids looking forward the Christmas? I think for the first time I'm going to struggle to get mine to sleep this year!

TrinityIsAReindeer Sun 22-Dec-13 09:29:02

my head still hurts sad
mentally feeling better, thanks to my alarm for taking my tabs. I can feel hope returning.

things are realky shit but I think I can imagine a tiny little tea light flickering at the end if a bloody long tunnel

but my face hurts. im blowing my brain out through my nose
when I stand up my head and face throbs sad

mainlining lemsip and ibuprofen
running out of loo roll

but I have wrapped all the pressies
smile

and I just need to wait till I get some money in my account on tuesday and then I can buy sone christmas food smile

thankyou everyone for being so kind
pkease dont go away

BewitchedBotheredandBewildered Sat 21-Dec-13 01:05:47

Hope you're all feeling better.

You can just chill now, no deadlines smile

bearflowersbear

BewitchedBotheredandBewildered Thu 19-Dec-13 20:12:19

Oh dear, sorry love.

Bed's probably best. Really hope you feel better soon.

I s'pose you can't get anyone round to help in case they catch it.

Thinking of you.

Best I can do is cakeflowerscakeflowerscake

And some more ((((hugs)))) smile

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