I am back again :(
I finally thought I was getting back to some normality, the crisis team discharged me. I am now with CMHT waiting for DBT. I have a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder.
I started getting back into work and started feeling better about the whole thing.
The last few days I can feel myself slipping. I cut myself today. I want to take an overdose. Not to die, to just get some peace from the pressure.
DP has said as long as I earn 550 per month to cover the rent and that's it. But it feels too much.
I've just seen my schedule for next week and it's made me panic. It's too much but if I tell work they will just stop my hours altogether And DP won't understand.
I can't earn enough to pay the rent (he pays everything else) so I'm scared we will lose the house but at the same time I feel so ill right now. I don't want to be here anymore :(
I can't cope :(
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I'm drowning and I'm too scared to tell DP
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MyBloominMarvellousYoni · 24/04/2013 19:03
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