I don't feel I have any right posting here but I don't no what else to do any more.
This week has been one of the worst I have had, I'm not coping with anything any more, house is a disaster, garden looks like a jungle.
I've fallen apart, messed up my meds, nightmares and flashbacks won't go away. Spent the night at the hospital last night because my headache wouldn't go away.
I don't know what I'm doing anymore, nothing feels real anymore, I'm disassociating (sorry can't spell it) all the time, It's scaring me.
I know they say when you hit rock bottom there's no where else to go but I just keep falling. I can't get a grip on anything, its all falling apart around me and I can't fix any of it.
I don't deserve to live, to breath, to be here, be anywhere.
I just need a way out that wont hurt my children and give them a better life.
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Mental health
feels like I've come to the end of the road :(
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Rhksmum · 15/07/2011 00:45
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