I'll keep this brief as I am on my phone having had to get out of the house for a walk
I am seeing a counsellor my next appointment isn't until the middle of next month. The lady i saw almost 4 weeks ago gave me some contacts if I felt suicidal and was struggling at all. I have been to our local samaritans who are supposed to have a drop in centre open till 8.30pm and it was closed. My DDs are my biggest factor in never going through with any suicidal thoughts. But tonight has been different. I was about to carve the meat for tea and as I took the knife out Of the block I wanted nothing more than to cut my wrists there and then. Tried talking to DH but mental health problems do not exsist in his world so no go there. I have no real friends I could call on and my family are pretty much like DH when it comes to mental health.
I have had various problems for as long as I can remember and as best I could always dealt with it myself. Until I had DD1. I asked my gp for help and he referee me to a place called Open minds who are helping and this is where I see my counsellor and also go go a group meeting.
I guess I just come here to speak and get myself through.
I am so scared I will do something stupid.
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I am feeling very suicidal
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2littlegreenmonkeys · 25/02/2011 20:03
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