Hi, it's my first time posting on here. I am a SAHM to two young DCs (including a challenging 4yo DS), and have been coping but getting increasingly stressed over the past few months. My mum has just been to stay for a week and instead of having a break, my mum's presence just really stressed me out and I've just had a kind of mini-meltdown. I couldn't even talk to DH for two days. My mum's presence has thrown up lots of issues from my past (difficult childhood, unstable/suicidal father).
Anyway I came across a link online and did the hospital anxiety and depression test for the first time. I scored low for depression (within the 'normal' range), but significantly high for anxiety.
This surprised me because I have a family history of depression and I have been on anti-depressants in the past. It sounds strange but I had never realised anxiety was a thing in itself. It was a bit of a lightbulb moment, thinking that perhaps it is anxiety, not depression, that has plagued me for all these years, and this is something I can seek help for in itself. It's only taken me till my mid-thirties to find that out!
My DH has encouraged me to see the doctor, which I did today. I am going back next week for a long appointment to talk things through properly.
I'm a bit confused about what to say to the doctor. I'm having trouble untangling the anxiety from the stressful things around me and the things from the past, and how much of it is 'me'. I feel like anxiety is kind of hard-wired into my brain or personality, as I so frequently feel like I'm in 'survival mode'. But I am also hopeful that I can learn some coping mechanisms...
I'm also still confused as to how anxiety and depression are different, and how they might be treated... Sorry this is a bit rambling, but any advice on getting the right kind of help would be so much appreciated.
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Anxiety (but not depression) - feeling a bit confused
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cathbath · 03/11/2010 14:52
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