I rang about a job (no real deep need to work, but it would help alot besides I want abit of financial independance) - it's only 3 hours a day, 4-7 cleaning in a school but I am terrified. It took alot alot of courage to even call about it, and she was like "can you start Monday" . I can't keep fannying around because I am like this, Idon't really know why I am like this. Anyway, I start Monday and I am so scared that one day I will just not be able to go. I have become one of lifes quitters - since my depression started I quit college 3 times, have quit jobs (there was reasons behind it, but still) and I can tell DH is expecting me not to actually do it (I do keep saying "if I can stick this job etc. etc.". I have put pressure on myself abit too becausethe only reason I won't be able to do this job is me. How do you cope with going out to work? I have thought about going to the GP to see if anything will help me get started, then once I get into the swing of it and it doesn't become a hurdle, wean myself off whatever (am on a low dose of seroxat ATM.) I am so scared of literally clamming up and hiding under the duvet.
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Going out to work when you have social anxiety/depression - please help me
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ASecretLemonadeDrinker · 10/10/2010 12:58
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