I don't really know where to start but I'm really struggling.
I had a bad six months at work where things were really hectic and stressful. I didn't feel like I was coping very well but kept updating my line manager on certain aspects of work which were proving difficult for various external factors and seemed happy with what I was doing. Had an appraisal which confirmed I was doing well. It really reassured me for a few weeks and I was feeling so much more positive about things as it had given me a confidence boost and was much more productive as a result.
Then about 4 weeks later I got given a disciplinary because a couple of clients complained about certain things both at the same time. These were items which I had updated my line manager on constantly but basically I got the blame.
It has all knocked me for six now. I am an absolute state. I went to the drs to get some tablets for panic attacks straight after it happened but the past week it has just been unbearable so now they have put me on anti-depressants. I'm not sleeping, feel absolutely worthless and just want to cry all the time. The Dr asked if I wanted to be signed off sick but I said no as I couldn't see what good it would do with the disciplinary going on.
But I don't know what to do. I feel constantly sick. I feel absolutely worthless and just so let down as I feel that I tried to speak up when things wre tough and no one listened. To top it off they didn't carry the disciplinary procedure out in the correct way set out in the company handbook. I was not told i was being disciplined in advance - just told i was being given a written warning. I tried to appeal but instead of letting me have an appeal they just wrote back to tell me that the disciplinary still stands.
Problem is the fact they didn't do it the correct way doesn't matter at all. ACAS guidelines are only guidelines that only really come in to force if I was to take them to court basically.
I don't know what to do at all. I don't know how I can cope anymore. We have guests arriving for a BBQ today which will take my mind off things but right now I just feel so teary. Any advice?
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Problems at work and now I'm just not coping.
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sillyworrier · 08/08/2010 09:14
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