I realise it's still early days but I had a crash section 4.5 wks ago. I am really depressed about it. I am grateful they got him out and that he is here with us. I thought that would help me deal with the section but 4.5 wks on I am feeling really down about it and I don't know who to talk to about it.
Should I go to the Doctor? I fully understand the circumstances surrounding DS's birth (I wasn't in labour but had a huge pain so went to hospital at 40+6 to get checked over and the monitors showed DS's heartrate was so unstable I had a GA and they got him out immediately).
I still feel shocked, I wasn't mentally prepared for it, I am sad I couldn't see my DS for 7 hours after his arrival.
I had an assisted vaginal birth with DD 2 yrs ago.
I get really upset looking at my scar, I feel almost violated - like Aliens abducted me or something. My insides hurt when I think of the DRs rummaging to get DS out.
Has anyone experienced anything like this? Does it fade with time?
I feel a failure that my body couldn't keep DS safe until he was ready to come out, what did I do wrong?
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Can't move on from CS
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loucee · 23/01/2008 22:01
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