Hi everyone, I hope you're all ok. Im not too sure if I've posted in the right place, but I just need someone to tell me things will be ok.
My partner was diagnosed with stage 4 stomach cancer in January this year and passed away in March. It literally tore my world apart, I still can't get over the fact he's gone :(
I have a 2 year old with him and I do my best to keep happy when she's around me, but when she asks where daddy is, my heart breaks all over again :(
Things are really dire right now, I had to give up work to look after all of us, which I loved because it meant we were all together for his final weeks. I kept busy looking after him, my daughter and the house. Now he's gone, I find that I have too much time to think no matter how busy I am :(
I'm just so heartbroken no matter how hard I try to keep a brave face. I've no money, hardly any food. I've not washed my hair for 2 weeks, I've not showered for 4 days and I've hardly eaten in a week just to make sure my daughter eats, I mainly just eat any left overs. I really don't know what to do anymore. I'm 22 and my life and my world is falling apart. It feels like I can't save it no matter how much I try.
Are there any charities who are able to help out in times like these? I've tried a quick search but I just can't muster up the energy to keep looking. It just feels easier to give up than carry on. My daughter is the only one keeping me on earth.
Sorry for my post being so morbid. I just don't know what to do anymore, I can't cope now. I'm trying but it's so hard. I just want him back so much :'( xx
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LeahRose09 · 09/08/2016 14:41
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