I know I am. I really do but its so bloody awful. I feel terrible for the poor girl and her family but I am being dreadfully self centred and all I can think of is that 3 years ago at this time it was MY beautiful girl that was dying. It was this time that we were getting ready to bring her home. It was this time that we knew that she wasnt going to get better.
I just feel like everytime I log on, turn on the tv, read a paper its there! I do care that another life is being taken but I care more about what happend to my DDDDDD and where was all this mass grief three years ago? I know that stupid but I cant help it. She was so amazing. So beautiful.
Its driving me to distraction. This time of year is always awful but this seems like rubbing my nose in it - how self obsessed is that?! It seems that I cant say anything because I am supposed to be mourning this young woman that I have never even met, to do anything else is almost seen as wrong.
I hate that fecking disease in all its fecking forms.
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To be getting horribly and irrationally upset with all this stuff in the news?
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chegirl · 21/02/2009 22:18
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