My weight is absolutely doing my head in. I've been battling with it for my entire adult life and just can't get a handle on it. Have managed to lose a stone or two on a few occasions then it's gone back on again, often with interest. At the moment I'd he happy to get down to my post baby weight - and my DD is nearly 11 .
I've tried Weight Watchers and ended up eating more by their points system than I did beforehand ; Slimming World - more successful but too convoluted to fit in with the rest of my life these days; low GI - ok, but limiting; and various combinations that I've invented myself with varying degrees of success.
I have a very underactive thyroid which I'm on huge amounts of medication for, and in spite of the meds the only way I can lose weight is to live on veg, fruit, lean meat/fish and eggs - literally nothing at all in the way of carbs, fat or sugar. If I do that for a week say, I will lose a few pounds but just one day of normal eating (e.g. cereal and semi-skimmed for breakfast, sandwich, small bag of crisps and piece of fruit for lunch, and small roast dinner and small dessert for dinner) and the whole lot will go back on.
Part of the problem is monitoring my progress - because of the issue above I am terrified of weighing myself as my weight yo-yo's so much for so little reason and it's just too demoralising. I recently started dieting again and lost 4 inches over the course of a month, but have been manically busy and stressed and fallen off the wagon (again).
I always thought I scrubbed up ok for a fat bird but I have realised recently that I don't. I am sick to death of how I look, not being able to wear the clothes I'd like to, constantly worrying about how my weight will affect the things we do as a family (we're going on holiday in a couple of weeks - DD and DH will be spending hours bodyboarding - I will only be going in for 15 minutes at a time if the weather is really scorching as I can't get an affordable wetsuit that fits).
I'm also terrified for my health - when I'm on my feet for any length of time I can feel that my joints are suffering from the extra load, both my parents have heart problems and my mum had type 2 diabetes.
I'm 40 in a couple of months and there is so much I want to do with my life that my weight either is or could hold me back from doing - I don't want to carry on like this but I have no faith that anything else will work.
I'm 5'3 and weigh, I guess (haven't actually weighed since mid April) between 16.5 - 17st. The only things I haven't tried are hypnotherapy, fat binding tablets and bariatric surgery (which I'm starting to think might be my only hope tbh).
If anyone's been in a similar situation and can inspire me or recommend what worked for them I'd be hugely grateful. TIA.
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Demoralised, depressed and desperate (sorry it's a brain dump!)
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WyrdByrd · 20/07/2015 00:31
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