My beloved heart dog is 17 and until a year ago she never showed her age. Regularly came with me on seven hour hikes until st least 16. Then she had a stroke which she recovered well from, and is now well again after a horrible d and v bug which really took it out of her. At one point last month I honestly thought she was dying.
The thing is I love her so very much I can't begin to imagine how it will feel to lose her. Yet I find I'm thinking about it more and more and my heart literally aches and I often end in tears. It's impossible to explain. I have other much-loved pets but she is my star, my darling brave girl dog who has been the one constant in my life for the last 16 years.
I guess I want to put this out there amongst people who understand. Because when it happens I will very much need support from you all. In the meantime I will enjoy every precious minute I spend with her.
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Wordsaremything · 17/02/2016 19:50
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