I'm very nervous posting - this is my first visit, but I hope that you guys can offer some perspective.
I'm in a long term and committed relationship with DP, nearly 2.5 years, and while I have no biological children, as part of that relationship now have two step-children. DSD (6) and DSS (4). The contact arrangements mean that we have them approx 25% of the time.
A huge issue between DP and I is the amount of affection that I feel for the children. I am hugely fond of them, and am involved in many aspects of their life, do the school/nursery run, pick ups, homework, bathtime, bedtime story, playing games, swimming, walks, gym club etc etc either together as a family or solo when necessary. This is all mostly done happily and willingly, although I'm not going to try and kid you or myself that I don't feel hard-done by sometimes.
But - that's not enough for DP. I think he wants me to love them in the same unconditional way that he does. It's true that my affection for them is growing as time goes by and we all get to know one another more, but I'm not entirely sure that I 'love' them.
DP sees no difference between the role of a biological parent and a step-parent; and while I really do like the kids, and I'm more than willing to do all that is necessary to raise happy, healthy children; I still don't know if I'm ever going to feel about them the same depth of love that he does. Is this normal?
I feel like I'm being made to feel like a freak because I don't feel what, I'm assuming, a biological parent feels. I've read some books about this, to try and be the best step that I can be, but while the books have been reassuring to me, DP dismisses them because they tend to address situations where the step-children are older - he says that because ours are so young, and generally accommodating to me, the situation is very different for us.
I would really appreciate any perspective that you can provide because we're just going around in circles on this issue & it's a real sticky problem for us & I'm confused .
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macadoodledoo · 23/02/2010 13:28
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