Hey all,
Stumbled on to this site and i so wish i had years ago.
My path with my Son is now coming to an end. I guess i just felt i need to vent about how i have reached this point.
For the past 13 years i have not been in the best of health. My Son who is 17 has had a tough ride in life.
He has no control of bowels, an embarrasing problem for him which has led to bullying and severe lack of self esteem. He dropped out of a special needs school because the teacher could not understand why it bothered him that he soiled himself lol?
She gave him a real hard time about that.
After months of fighting and meetings i finally managed to secure home schooling when he was being plowed with laxatives which flooded him off his feet. His teachers still felt he should attend school like that.
I got so upset in one meeting, i proposed to all there we take the same exact medication he was on and meet again after a few weeks to see how we were all coping with daily life. They of course refused my proposal.
He has a total phobia of going outdoors, which has placed a major strain on the family over the years.
Social services i approached in 2008 and its now 2010..they are still leading me down the merry path to nowhere.
His file was passed from pillar to post. Lost count how many different social workers i have met with and how many multi agency meetings i have attended. Yet all end in the bloody obvious to being stated and zero effort being done about it.
How freaking hard is it to assess a childs needs, make a dam decision and act!
A camhs worker was assigned...what a waste of time that has been.
I have begged over the past 12 months for home college for him. We have only just got that started a few weeks ago. They didnt help, i fought for that and went over their heads to get it.
I have begged for a mentor/carer to help get him out and about...we are still waiting.
Social services have refused direct payments as they say they can provide what he needs via them...yet i see NOTHING..not weeks later but months later.
I should say im disabled, i cant get him out and about due to my own disabilities.
I rely on my daughter to be my carer.
She receives no help...no respite. Carers allowance is all.
The stress of all of this has affected my health so badly that i collapsed a few months ago.
It was a real eye opener for me and it made me realise that as much as i love my Son so very much its time to let go.
It breaks my heart to say to the people that have let me and my family down, enough you win.
Tears flooding down my cheeks, i honestly never thought this day would come, but in all reality it has.
Im so angry at the lack of support, this countrys system of bs has disilussioned me so much im leaving my... home, my daughter and my son behind.
Now my family is in crisis...NOW are you going to help???! (social services) the answer i got was no.
My daughter who is now going to raise my Son on her own from mid February onwards will get a massive zero support.
I know in my heart as much as she loves her brother and means well. She is going to feel enormous strain coping with him.
All these years since i fell sick, i have fought to keep my family together, for what?
to end like this.
All the while this young lad needs help!
What is wrong with some of these depts? is it just a case of they dont give a hoot about the vulnerable in society and just collect their pay cheques at the end of the month? or does this crock of crap actually go way higher than that.
Wake the heck up England your systems a disgrace.
Im actually wishing years on to my Son and hope when he turns 18 and the Adult team get his case file on their desks they actually do something, for pitys sake anything.
Or they resign this lad to a life of care.
He is capable of so much more yet this is where he is heading. Im just gutted.
Over the years i have watched news stories about Mothers taking desperate measures.
At the time i could never understand why or what could drive mothers to do such things.
So help me, i understand now.
With a heavy heart i hang my Mum badge up.
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Yums · 21/01/2011 06:55
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