am so fed up.
Just can't see any light at the end of this horrible tunnel we are in.
As Ellie has come off her Epilepsy medication, her sleep of a night has gone worse, didn't think it could get worse!!
I am exhausted.
She can be such a gorgeous loving child and everywhere we go people want to take her home with them.
But they would soon bring her back when she is screaming or singing at 4am!!
I feel sorry for our Neighbours, they must hate us. If our house is ever quiet we can hear their phone ringing, so I dread to think what they hear from oursm, especially through the night.
I just feel I have no energy left. At 3am this morning I wanted to pack her bags and give her away. Or pack my bags and run away!
I do love her very very much. I just get upset about it all.
I just want 3 year old twins who are pretty much the same with no problems and our life to be easier.
I just sit here sometimes and think why and how did we end up like this. I am 33, look and feel 63 and just don't feel I have any enjoyment from life.(I am exaggerating slightly, I do have some breaks from them in the daytime.......but I really do look 63!!!)
Just when does it end? Is this it for years to come?
Sorry to be a moan, I know many on here are all shattered and having an horrendous time with their children.
But I had to let off some steam!!
Sorry to go on (this is only half of it!!!!!!) and thanks for listening
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anniebear · 09/03/2005 08:44
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