Just that. Ex is absolutely furious at me right now because I didn't do a big favour that he requested. He has a history of using DD as a weapon against me to punish me, usually by disappearing with her (for hours when we were together; and since the split, not answering his phone for days on end during his access).
Oh, it was hard to hand over that trusting little 2-year this morning, as required by the court order. He wouldn't look at me or talk to me. He won't answer his phone for the whole weekend now. I've already tried calling - though I know it plays into his hands - and he hung up. If he doesn't turn up for the handover on Monday, I can go to his place with the police (again), but there's nothing I can do till then.
He loves her, but it's such a weird, possessive, controlling love that it doesn't seem healthy to me. It's all about him owning her. Seriously, towards the end of our relationship (and a big part of what made me end it), I had to get his permission to hold her or to do anything for her.
I can't break off contact with a "loving" father (and violate a court order) based on just inchoate fears. Some of this is me allowing him to play me - he likes me to be afraid, because he can't get at me in any more concrete ways. Ugh. I should just stiffen my upper lip and remember that DD has always been fine with him before. But it's hard to shake off the sense of dread which he deliberately cultivates. I somehow need to act breezy with him to avoid letting him know what a powerful strategy this is.
Should be in Lone Parents but posting here for traffic, though I'm not even sure what response I'm looking for. Reassurance that DD will be okay? Anyone with a crystal ball?
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scary to leave dc with ex who hates you
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NicknameTaken · 28/05/2010 20:00
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