At a cross-roads....
I work full-time and earn all of the money. DP looks after our children who are at school/nursery for much of the day.
Since we had our kids our relationship has been rocky I'd say. The usual sort of stuff....split of duties, pressure of two small children etc. We always agree on the big stuff though so moving house, kids schools, and we share the same vision about our future.
He is a very different person to me and grew up in a family where you can (in my mind) disrespect each other and I have also found this difficult to manage over the years so last night, friends around, one picks up the phone to his ex wife and has a bit of a debate with her and afterwards my DP says 'why d'ya think I'm not married mate'!!!! I call that rude and disrepectful but he thinks that's a laugh.
6 months ago DP started what our counsellor refered to as an inappropriate relationship with another Mother at the school and it suffocated us. I dont think anything actually happened but it was enough to land us in counselling. We only went once and it was obvious that DP wasnt going to try and thought the problems were all mine. I went again on my own and the counsellor more or less told me that she thought he had issues that only he could resolve with help and I wasnt going to be able to just fix us. Also they are still great friends which is difficult for me to live with but again DP is not going to alter this.
Anyway we've both been trying. DP has done much much better at looking after us all but he still has an easy life compared to me. I suppose the past 6 months have been too much for me really and I feel he is trying to maintain the status quo because he's got too much to loose. Personally I dont think I do love him any more and if it weren't for the kids I'd go or atleast be able to give myself some space. All that said we still have a sex life, we cuddle on the sofa in the evening but I do feel I'm faking it.
So...how can we get it back on track. Can we become best of friends again? Intimacy not the issue as much more that I still think we're angry with each other. Counselling not an option for him.
Any advice welcomed.
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robin3 · 11/05/2009 13:54
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