I know it's a Sunday so probably worse & I don't feel like this always but...
I LTB & for good reason. He was a crap dad & still is. He now has a new gf 10 yrs younger. Her kids seem to always come first for him - parents eve, birthdays, days out. DS gets fobbed off with 2 hrs a week & let down regularly.
I went to a birthday party yesterday, my ds' behaviour was shit, I feel more sensitive as I'm by myself - like I'm more responsible/not coping. I'm surrounded by couples & can't help but feel shit sometimes at the way it's all worked out.
I guess in a weird way I miss my ex or who I wanted him to be. Who he is to the other children.
I read these forums and consider whether love even does exist. I look online dating and don't think I'm ready to move on after 3 yrs.
How do you stop becoming bitter & twisted? - I think I'm a high risk!!!
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georgethecat · 16/10/2016 20:08
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